When Wellness is not enough...

Here having "free fall" time... Is in this moments of the journey trough the eternity when we are like in... Survival Mode, Lol.

I remember having this feeling of empliness before.

0. DIVORCE TIME. Remember when somebody invite you to quit about to continuing being alone, and sudenly such invitation is revoqued? Free fall... The new parachute is better: EXPERIENCE. Life just get better with years. Experience is like a emotional buffer about whatever the path will show. We can decide to be resilient and compasionates ALWAYS, and never been nothing but that: thank you Warrior Baby One... The reward is named PEACE: having a natural quiet state of mind even if the worst attack arrive to your body or soul... The last days there was kicks, shots: nothing could to broke a God Shield...

Wife: I miss you. Divorce on your culture is a deal with a Lawyer and a Judge. In our Tribe is a trick never works. Is about what God said, and about our comminment FOREVER with the feeling we decided to embrace when we quit about "single mode" because somebody else invite to do such... The echo of that being you was never fade out: God sustain what you was not able to do anymore. I am having a long slow reajudment time about this path... Without you is heavy, and God is providing me tools for continuing with His Promise in a better way. I deserve to enjoy life again Wife, even without you. Finding somebody "new" is not an option. I am not like that, and I was doing what I am not, and obviously that was making my path worst in my only attemp for replace what it is irreplaceable: our life deal.

No hate, No fate, No anger: a drift in a kind of former "blockbuster" movie... I am harvesing some of that God Peace you was seeding with your eyes in my heart Wife. The good intentions are forever: I comprehend the "human disposable mode" they use in your culture. But I am not, and there are not such kind of humans in this Planet. ALL OF US WE ARE VALUABLE LIFE FORMS BEINGS...

Thanks for noticing me. That was cute. I never saw my self until you: Thanks for opening a door to a world of posibilities maybe I just realice when you walk away about our human deal about to take care of each other... Is endless even if somebody quit... God does not quit, and I am learning from Him, not from U.S. mankind...

Love you W.I.F.E., FOREVER...