Doing nothing GrandPa...

Just a proud human I am GrandPa: not alpha, not productive, no reproductive: just a fine proud human being...

Not babies, not females, not companies: nothing like when you came to Earth to seed what latter became my self after mother abundance origin you create for all of U.S. Me just a contemplative human being GrandPa... 

I am learning about to improve my self-esteem in this "set up" God create over me. Not comparing with you, father or other males in Earth: I am just me, and it is okay to be like I am. Simple, non reproductive, non profitable for IRS/Females/Families: just a guy like to walk, to talk, to write sometimes, to contemplate such a marvelous thing is The Creation, and nothing else...

Breathing helps GrandPa: for years I was not aware about the miracle implies every exhalation and inhalation... The complex anatomical system in place, and how such, if we humans became conscious about every  part of the mechanism, we can find the peace is in the heart if maybe first we connect with the lungs... Learning to breath is delicious GrandPa: like when you was needing those devices for breathing better, I am learning to allow The Source Code(Love) will flux without my control over the body I use(non my body: Is GOD Body, He created, and he allow to U.S. users use it, until he will needs plus the piece of soul of Him in U.S. to get back to The Source, and the "materials" in the body to get back to the biochemical cycle to start over everything again), and in the process having fun, learn, and flux with such Force beyond my understanding... A non Alpha Male right here with the 25% of your Alpha genes GrandPa... Deception over there in your place on the Infinite maybe because this confession? Lol. I do not know and I don't think so: you was teaching to U.S. about free will your whole life, and is my decision to allow my creator control the life of His I am using in the meantime, and I am having a healing smooth time witnessing how effective is living in peace about the fact we are not in control but of a tiny piece of our existence: The Guy In Charge will decide in the 100% of the occasion when we are not going to breath again anymore... LOL.™ Thanks God!

Time is Endless GrandPa: is a spiral We Natives humans of this Abiayala / Americas Continent we know... Growing up is heading back to the source: God provide a "human time" for hang-out in this common reality of U.S, and some of U.S. we decide to have first than all other companionship, Him first... Is delicious GrandPa: every single one exhalation and inhalation it become suddenly in a infinite instant for to start over, for to contemplate, for to embrace and love and take care of that little tiny piece of the universe we are aware of... Is life in his best: alive, aware, like diving in the Aleph with God watching proud about U.S... Every single piece of time become a whole life it self... It feels beyond about to fall in love: is like feeling being THE LOVE for ourselves... In every single inhalation and exhalation... Every single time, every single one... Again, and again... FOREVER... 

The only requirement is to believe in Love-God-True: for free, for fun, for family, for friendship, FOREVER.

Inhalation, Exhalation: Infinite Endless again, and again, and...